Jumat, 31 Juli 2009

SELALU

single again single again lalala~

Jumat, 24 Juli 2009

sedihhhhh :(

HAAAAI BLOGGY!!!!!! IMYSM DWECCCCH. HHA -,-
oke, hari ini gw mau cerita yang sangat amat menyedihkan. :(
ckck~ jadi gini.

gw kan kemaren otpan sama ucha. yekan, eh taunya pas otp-an. ucha ada di depan rumah gw -,-
ckck~ apabanget deh tuh si ucha cuman mau ngabisin pulsa gue doang -,-

Ayu: Halo
Ucha: Halo
Ayu: apaan cha?
Ucha: gapapa, pasti blm mandi?
Ayu: nyeh tau aja lu -,-
Ucha: ckck~ bau, mandi sana -_-
Ayu: Iyaaaaaa

udah gitu gw mandi kan tuh, eh gak berapa lama kemudian hp gw yang GSM bunyi gak jelas gt. gw kira itu hp ade gw, eh taunya hp gw. ck~
pas gw liat syp yg nelfon. ANJRIT UCHA! CKCK~ apabanget. HAHAHAHA, ade gw langsung cieciecieeein gw gitu. kan secara ucha itu kan mantannya si alea ya. hahaha -,-

Ucha: pasti baru bangun?
Ayu: haha iya
Ucha: yu
Ayu: apa cha?
Ucha: gw depan rumah lo
Ayu: NYEEEEH! NGAPAIN LU? NGEPEL? HAHAHA
Ucha: yaudah bukain, gatel nih digigitin nyamuk
Ayu: hahaha iya bentar

eeeh ternyata si ucha depan rumah gw, hahaha -,- pas gw bukain, eh dia gakmau masuk. dia bilang mau ngomong sesuatu sama gw. hahahaah idk ah -_-

Ucha: yu.....
Ayu: apaan cha?
Ucha: gw mau ngomong sesuatu sama lo..
Ayu: jaela laga lu cha, ngomong tinggal ngomong
Ucha: ini serius Ayu...
Ayu: hahaha ngelawak lo cha, gak lucu ah
Ucha: gw suka sama lo, lo mau gak jadi cewe gue?
(ANJRIIIIT! NEMBAK GUE DEPAN MANTANNYA SENDIRI, ALEA! CKCK~. iiih gue kan masih sayang sama tuh orang. gimana doooong ya? gw bingung. gw juga gak mungkin nerima ucha, ucha sahabat gw. anak cavanaz -_-)
Ayu: hem o_O
Ucha: please terima gw...
(GUE KASIAAAAAN SAMA UCHAAAA, GW GAK TEGAAAN SAMA COWOOOO, AAAAAA)
Ayu: .....
Ucha: yu....
Ayu: apa cha?
Ucha: jawabannya apaan?
Ayu: uchaaa, gue sayang lo. tp itu sebatas sahabat. gw mesti jaga perasaan gw. gw sayang orang lain ucha, gw gak bisa sayang sama lo. gw sayang sama lo, sama kaya gw sayang sama alea, virgo, rafie, sasha, ghia, gista. maaf bgt ya, gw gak bisa nerima lo :(.
Ucha: yaudah, thanks ya yu :')
(UCHA LANGSUNG PULANG DENGAN MUKA SEDIIIIH BGT :(((((((((. aduuuh sumpah ya gw jadi gak enak gt sama ucha)

Besoknya, gw ketemu ucha dengan muka yang amat sangat tidak enak.

UCHAAA, MAAFIN AKU YAAAAA, AKU SAYANG KAMUUU. TAPI ITU SEBATAS SAHABAT. AKU SAYANG ORANG LAIN UCHAAAA, DAN ORANG ITU BUKAN KAMU. MUNGKIN SUATU SAAT ORANG ITU KAMU. TAPI GAK SEKARANG, GAK BULAN INI, GAK MINGGU INI. MAAF YAA CHAAA. :'(

Minggu, 19 Juli 2009

ALDITSA DOCHOI SADEGA :)


ALDITSA DOCHI SADEGA


AAAAAAAAAAA GANTENG BANGET GILAAA ~
eeh, kenapa sih lo ganteng banget?
kenapa sih gak ada cowo yang kaya lo?
kenapa cowo yang kaya lo gak naksir gw?
HA-HA!
ngomong sendiri gw -_-

BIRTHDAY BASH PARTY - 14 YEARS OLD :)

HEEEY!
seneng deeeeh yaa bisa melepas semua penat di hari ultah gue yang ke-14 :)
hihi :D
senenggggggg bangetbangetbanget. bisa seneng-seneng bareng sodara-sodara, main-main, bercanda-bercanda, dkk.
buttttt, one things that can't I forgot is one of my cousins says ; "kak ayu! first cakenya buat syp?" anjrit. HAHAHAHA, gue kan gak punya pacarrrrrrrrrrrr :)
HA-HA! but thats nice questions yeah :) hahahahaha, setidaknya bonyok bisa tau lah isi hati gw gimana. ceileh -_- hahahahah
udah ah ya, segitu aja, byebye

XOX

masih-tentang-d-i-a

HAAAALO BLOGGER-KU-SAYANG!
gw mau cerita niiiih.
hem, jadi giniiiii, yang lo tau kan gw udah mulai coba ikhlasin dia buat itu cewe. yekan? terus jg gw udah tegar dengan semua ini. iyakan?
heem, masih ada satu masalah niiih, gw masih gamau liat profile facebooknya. kenapa? karna gw gak sanggup liat status relationshipnya yang ditulis sama dia yaitu in a relationship. huhu, sedih bgt deh gw kalo liat itu :(
gw udah berusaha buat ngilangin ketakutan dan ke tidak sanggupan gw buat ngeliat itu, tp gw gak bisa :(

God, i hope you hear my voice. i wanna throw this feelings away. i don't wanna remember that again :(
help me God. i hope you can help me to forgot him, and start a new life of being his little sister :')

Sabtu, 18 Juli 2009

tegarrrrr :')

hello blogyyyyy!
mau cerita deh gue, seneng bgt tadi mlm udah nggak mimpiin dia lagi :)
heem, setidaknya gw udah bisa tegar dengan keadaan yang sekarang (Y).

gw sekarang udah bisa lupain dia, perlahan tapai pasti slow but sure hahahaha.
iya, gw sekarang udah bisa nerima dia sebagai abang gw :').
gw sekarang udah mikir dewasa, gw jg sempet mikir kenapa gw harus maksain perasaan dia ke gw? HAHAHAHA.
hello AYU GOBLOK.
udah deh, hahahaha. itu masalalulalalala, gw udah harus buang itu semua jauh-jauh. OKE?
HAHAHA , SIP PAKE TELOR!

STOP!

HEM, UDAH YA KESEDIHAN GW SAMPE SINI!
GW UDAH 14 TAUN!
GW HARUS TEGAR! GAK BOLEH NANGIS/SEDIH CUMAN GARA-GARA COWO!
COWO MASIH BANYAK!
GAK CUMAN ADHIT DOANG!

STOP JEALOUSY INTAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

JANGAN

adhitya rahman,
gw mohon dengan sangat ya sama lo,
jangan pernah nyakitin cewe sama kaya lo nyakitin gw. biarin kesedihan&kesakitan itu gw rasain sendiri. asal jangan debbie atau temen-temen cewe lo yang lain, lo udah terlalu baik dhit buat gw. lo selalu ada buat gw. disaat gw seneng ataupun sedih. gw juga berterimakasih banget sama Tuhan, karna dia udah ngijinin gw masuk ke dalam kehidupan lo, dan manggil lo dengan kata sayang meskipun itu kurang dari sehari. jujur gw sedih bgt waktu lo bilang lo blm bisa sayang sama gw, tp yaudah lah. gw kan juga gak mungkin maksain perasaan lo.
gw tau kok, Tuhan itu adil. dia gak mungkin ngasih cobaan dibatas kemampuan gw.
gw kira saat saat indah itu bakal sampe ke hari ultah gw, ternyata, gw cuman mimpi dhit.
kalo lo perlu tau, sampe sekarang gw masih mimpiin lo.
jujur ya semenjak kejadian itu sebenernya gw gamau kenal lo lagi, bahkan gw bingung apa yang harus gw lakuin supaya ngelupain lo? ngehapus fb lo dari fb gw? ngehapus contact lo di hp gw? ngehapus semua sms lo dari inbox gw? itu semua GAK BISA gw lakuin.

satu hal yang sampe sekarang masih melekat di hati gw, gw sayang lo.
thanks for everything dhit,
"forever and always, i would love you.
"

i never know :(

"i never know, i could hurt like this."

masih.

masih mimpiin dia!

HELLLOOOO!!!!!

KENAPA SIH GUE GAK BISA BERENTI MIMPIIN LO????????

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30 WAYS TO MAKE GIRL SMILE

1. tell her she is beautiful, not hot or fine.
2. hold her hand at any moment you can.
3. kiss her on the forehead.
4. leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5. when she is upset, hold her tight and don’t let her go.
6. recognize the small things; they usually mean the most.
7. call her sweetie, not baby.
8. sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
9. pick her over all the other girls you hang with.
10. write her notes [ she loves them ] .
11. introduce her to family & friends as your girlfriend.
12. play with her hair & if it smells good tell her.
13. pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her.
14. pick her up and act like your going to drop her and she
will scream and yell let her down even though she loves it.
15. tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, okay just tell her jokes.
16. throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you miss her.
17. let her fall asleep in your arms.
18. carve your names into a tree.
19. if she’s mad, kiss her.
20. give her piggyback rides.
21. bring her flowers just because.
22. treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone.
23. let her take as many pictures as she wants.
24. slow dance with her even if there isn’t music playing.
25. kiss her in the rain.
26. take long walks on the beach at night with her.
27. wait outside her house in the pouring rain to surprise her when she gets home
28. when she’s ill stay by her bedside
29. play fight with her and let her win
30 and most importantly if you love her, tell her.

beauty of love

My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.

My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.

My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender.

when i' m with you,

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

1479-1579

Jumat, 17 Juli 2009

byebye....(:(

sekarang, gw harus ngerasain gimana rasanya sakit hati lagi
oke gw bakal intropeksi diri! janji! itu semua demi lo!
gw cuman berharap; lo baik2 sama dia, awet2, jangan sampe putus :(
lo jangan mainin dia, jangan bikin dia kaya gue :(
janji ya dhit? :(


buat elo, sang pacar; jagain cowo lo baik2, jangan lo tinggalin
jangan lo sakitin, ya ya? gw disini ikhlasin dia buat lo, gue rela sakit hati demi cowo lo&lo.
janji ya sama gw lo jangan sakitin dia? ya? :(

as you know dhit,
my love for you is more true than my love for my friends&family
don't you know that? uugh :(
i don't wanna sad anymore, let you be happy with her :')

goodbye love

fourteen :')

HELLO! i'm fourteen now! hihi :D

Selasa, 07 Juli 2009

HELL-O! I MISS VIRGO :'(

HALO!
hari ini gw mau cerita niiiih. huuuuh, gatau ya kenapa hari ini gw tuh kangeeeeeeeen bgtbgtan sama virgo :(. hiks, ga nyangka dia udah hampir 3 bulan di amrik :( AAAAAAAAAAW :( sedih abis :(
MAU KETEMU IGOOOOO

Minggu, 05 Juli 2009

kangen sekolah :(

HAAAAALO!
okkkk, hari ini gue mau nge-post kalo gue kangen sekolaaaah :(
mmh, iya jadi kan di high scope itu kan ya, liburnya sebulan lebih beberapa hari. mmh, seneng siiiiih, tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, GUE KANGEN SEKOLAAAAAAAAAAHHH :(
meskipun lo tau tuh sekolah gue kaya gimana wujudnya, dan anak-anaknya. tapi gue kangen temen-temen gueeeee :(.
gue gak ngebayangin gimana nasib gue nanti pas udah masuk sekolah, pengen sih libur terus jadi gue gak ngerasain lantai 2. tp gue kangen bgtbgtan sama sekolah :(
gue tau, nasib gue nanti bakal sama kayak taun 2007.
gue mau pindah sekolah deh jadinya :(

5 things that i want right now :)

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI!
heeem -_-. lo tau gk sih ada 5 hal yang gw pengenin SEKARANG!!!! huh. but i think it wouldn't be true right now, maybe it would be true. but not now :') hiks. 5 things that i want right now is:

1. macbook air
2. MARRIED! HA-HA!
3. have lots money!
4. BIG HOUSE!
5. go to NEW YORK!!!!

HIKKKKS. AAAAAAAA, gimana caranya supaya itu bisa jadi kenyataan? jawabannya adalah; SABAR!
iya sabar. mmh -_-

With Love, Kisses&Hugs,
AYU♥

Sabtu, 04 Juli 2009

otp 5 jam -_-

HAAAAAAAAAIII!
saya tadi mlm otp sama zhi looooh selama 5 jam. hahaha, zhi telfon saya jam 1. saya otp sama dia sampe jam 6. HA-HA! emang freak sih, TAPI SERUUUU LHOOOOO :p

With Love, Kisses&Hugs,
AYU♥

Hell-o!

ini my NEW BLOG yeah.
because yg lama udah kadarluarsa/bojjjen/blablabla....banyak hal tentang si..............................(-_-) ah udah ah males ngomonginnya. zzz -___-
introduction;
hello FOLKSSSS, this is my
NEW BLOG. i make my new blog because in my OLD BLOG theres many stories about HIM grrrrr. u know lah. hm, okkkkkkkk. i love my new blog, as i love my self&boyfriendpickypickyboom! hahaha, let you know my boyfriend soon yaaa :)
with love, kisses&hugs,
AYU♥